5 ways I have changed since moving to Catalunya

Have you ever dreamed of moving to a new country and leaving behind, not only your job,  home and familiar life, but also your old personality?

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I know I am shy and retiring but perhaps there’s a wild cat inside?

You want to escape the old you or at least the parts of you that are so tiresome and boring and repetitive and hard to change.

Old thought patterns and habits that hold you back in life.  Shyness, timidity, irritability, obsessiveness, laziness, the list goes on.   Perhaps the only thing that will jolt you awake is a total change of scenery.  The challenges of a new country and the need to start afresh might reveal parts of your personality hitherto unexplored!

I moved to Barcelona with some hopes like these.  I am naturally shy and too self conscious especially when I am with strangers.  I react badly to criticism and am over-sensitive when I feel rejected.  I want to be spontaneous but tend to over-plan everything I do.

I had noticed that Mediterranean people seem to be more confident, outgoing, social, expressive, straight talking, emotional, spontaneous…….. I wanted some of that.  I hoped to discover those parts hidden deep in my own psyche and to find a new me!

So what has changed in the 5 years since I moved here?

1. I now find it hard to eat without a napkin although I never needed one before.

People here always use napkins – breakfast, lunch and dinner. Now when eating in the UK I start to twitch and look around me anxiously when there is nothing to wipe my fingers and mouth on. Even when I don’t use a napkin, I want it to be there beside my plate.

2. I turn out lights.

My partner is very concerned about lights being left on and not a day passes without this conversation:-

Him: “Do you need this light on?”

Me: “Yes”

Him: “So why do you have one on in the hall/bathroom/sittingroom/bedroom as well?”

Me: “Because I am moving between rooms”

But I find that now when I go back to the UK I am hyper-aware of people lighting up their houses  like Christmas trees and I too go around turning off lights. Even in Granollers, I try not to have more than two rooms lit.  I can’t leave a light on without being conscious of it.

3. I eat fruit and vegetables only when they are in season

If they are imported – I don’t.  I now can’t buy grapes all year round. I rarely buy kiwis, I don’t expect to have peaches or nectarines except in June and July. Shopping in fresh produce markets has made this change in me.   The wonderful fresh fruit and vegetables that are available here make it seem ridiculous to buy imported stuff.

4. I now drink UHT milk in my tea without making a big deal of it

I too used to complain “you can’t get a proper cup of tea in France/Spain/Italy because the milk isn’t fresh.”  Now I don’t notice it and I even quite like the fact that our milk lasts so long and that we can store lots of packs of it in the cupboard.

5. I have changed when and how I eat.

I still have breakfast of toast and porridge, but then there is a long gap before lunch which we sometimes eat as late as 4pm. Supper may not happen until 9.30pm or even later. We eat a large lunch and something smaller later.  It works for me and feels good for my stomach.

And what about the deeper changes I hoped for?

Have I become a more confident, outgoing, social, expressive, straight talking, emotional, spontaneous person?

This is hard to say.  I certainly do have more confidence and am less self conscious. I don’t mind being the stranger in town.  I can talk with people who I don’t know and in two different languages. I always was affectionate and because people here kiss and hug and touch each other more often,  it is easier for me to do this too.  I have learned many  new things but am basically still the same person underneath, just a bit older and a lot wiser.

And I have taught myself to shout out “Bravo” and “Molt Be” when the marathon passes!

Have you ever dreamed of moving abroad and starting afresh with a new you?

Perhaps you already made the move and found the ‘old you’ came along too?

I’d love to hear about you.  If you have changed your spots by moving home or if you’d like to,  leave a comment and tell me what happened.

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Till the next one, best wishes from Catalunya and from me, Kate

 

 

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10 thoughts on “5 ways I have changed since moving to Catalunya

    1. Thanks Will. I hoped someone would jump in with that experience too – many women have said they have the lights conversations with their male partners 🙂 My mother with my father too Kx

  1. I loved these sentiments! I have wanted to move to another place for so long. One day, I will. I am aware that my gremlins will likely follow me. I feel as if I need a huge change, clean out the cobwebs. Love your observations between the cultures as well. I dream to eat only fruits and vegetables in season. Here, we would not eat anything but potatoes, cabbage and carrots for more than half the year from last season if we didn’t eat what was imported!

    1. Yes I am sure you will when the time is right. And the more I think of it, yes I have changed but it is something about confidence for me and of course my core self is the same but I am stronger. Moving helps you feel that if you can do this, you can do anything! The same in the UK for fruit and veg – we are so accustomed to imports that people don’t think about it. But after being here I really do find it hard to buy grapes and I used to love having them all year round. Still, it’s worth it just to be here and when grape time arrives it is wonderful. Kx

  2. Have to confess, I’ve always been a fairly relaxed tea drinker….and I also like that you can buy the milk in bulk and keep it on the shelf till you need it. At some level I feel I should object, but in reality, I am never drinking it warm and direct from the cow.

    1. And what about coffee? I know I make more effort with tea and even bring back packets of Twinings from the UK. But with coffee I don’t really care much. Thanks for reading and commenting Kx

  3. I can totally relate to this! I used to love the feeling of coming fresh somewhere, both when moving and travelling, the feeling that I could create a new me… but of course the old me always crept back after a while…

    Still, in the long run, all the different places I lived and visited have been very important in shaping who I am today and how I see the world, and I don’t dare to think about who I had been if I had never left that small isolated village where I grew up.

    Lovely post, thanks 🙂

    1. Oh Thank you Ann-Sofi. It is great to know that it touched someone who has also moved away from their original home. Yes, me too, what would I have been like if I had stayed put in my scottish seaside town?
      Hugs Kate

  4. This was great. Love your honesty and reflectiveness. I am a native NYer and have always wondered about living somewhere else but have loved NY so much that I always decided to stay be. Now I am looking at moving across the US two years from now which seems like a big move to me so I am in awe of your moving to and acclimating to a place where two languages are spoken.

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